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We've got to get better soon, it's all in your head. We could live through these letters or forget them all together. And the months they don't matter, it's the days I can't take. When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away. Just ask the question come untie the knot. Say you won't care. You try to avoid it but there's not a doubt and there's one thing I can do nothing about.

everyone knows it will take a while for things to get back to normal. but knowing how long we have to wait... makes everything worse. so we've been contemplating about it, about everything you've said. you were called to called to other skies, so we let you go... we didn't know it'd take that long... but now that you're back, there's something i've been meaning to say... i'll never say it though, even though you're pressuring me to && even though i said i wouldn't say. && all of a sudden, i'm wondering what you're doing in my head. promise me you'll take my words && break them in half&& tell me how much, that i deserved it all anyway

Let's pretend we don't care about each other, lets just walk away && forget the next day. Fights in the air, you can hear it all happen… but the sad thing is we do nothing about it. Wondering of life, dreaming of moving on, but before you can leave, they're already gone. Delete that page in the book, rip it out forget it all, all the big things that made my life seem so small. I wanted to say I miss you, but you'd never say the same, && thinking you'd call when the next hour already came. The easy apologies will never come, it seems && now we're farther && farther away from our dreams. I will let you go, but I just wanted you to know.

find me a place where the trees will dance, where they will sway back and forth as the wind pushes it... but never let go, they'll never stop. where its not the hardest thing to breathe. all the negative feelings escape me here because, this is my escape. going over things in my head, but i won't... i won't here. tell me cute stories... and talk to me all night, in this forest. here there are no such thing as broken hearts, or for that matter any heartbreakers because, this is my escape. repeat what i want to hear again. i want to hear it over and over in my mind, and when i close my eyes, i can see the words, and i can feel thi

Tear drops full of pain, watching the knife hold a reflection. Waiting day by day, but there's no reaction. Tell me the truth, did you really think I wouldn't get hurt? Your lies attacked my lungs, as your words continued to choke me. Days have past, when are you finally going to face the facts? But I have to admit, you pulled some pretty smart shit. Made me stay up all night, Barely breathing, and shaking in fright. I never knew I'd hold it all in for so long, It seems you already knew. Coloring over cuts never hid the pain... And maybe someday you'll feel exactly the same.